shower of tears ~

I could see it in your eyes, my swelling sad tears
It’s still filling up my heart and endlessly flowing down my cheeks

It’s so awfully sad, even my forced smile looks teary
My glistening eyes reflect my bleak image, it looks so pitiful
I keep going blank, tears clog up starting from my throat, it feels like tears will spill if you poke me
Because I know myself, I’m just a crying good-for-nothing who is in regret for not catching you
I lament, why couldn’t I have been a better person for you?
I blame myself, why did I only have to watch you leaving me?
I should have known in the end that your selfish heart wanted a different fluttering
Although I’m crying, I’m eating so I guess I still want to live

I could see it in your eyes, my swelling sad tears
It’s still filling up my heart and endlessly flowing down my cheeks

I want to smile as if nothing happened but the embracing memories hold onto me
Are these tears flowing down your eyes as well?

At first, it was drop by drop but it started to spill down for a while
Because I know that I have nothing at all, I lament because I can’t even be sad
I forcefully try to shake off your existence that still remains although my insides are burning up
I was a poor guy to the point where you had to coldly leave me
Even asking me to wait tires me out, words without promise
I have no confidence to tie you up anymore, I can’t give evasive excuses anymore
I couldn’t hide it anymore and just showed you my lacking image
I try to wash away my awfully good-for-nothing and dirty image with my tears

I could see it in your eyes, my swelling sad tears
It’s still filling up my heart and endlessly flowing down my cheeks

Let go of me, who is only shedding innocent tears
Let me go from someplace that isn’t your embrace
My heart hurts from being trapped in the memories of the past days and regret

I miserably turn off the lights and pull the blanket over my head
I bury my face in the pillow and take a shower, a shower of tears

I could see it in your eyes, my swelling sad tears
It’s still filling up my heart and endlessly flowing down my cheeks

[unexpected] : layan lagu camni lepas pergi kursus kawin ~